dear parents, stop treating me like a child will ya? i'm all grown up. i know what's right and wrong for me. i know what's best for me. yes, in your eyes i'm always a kid, i'm always naive, i'm always gullible. but in our world, we're grown ups, in the eyes of law we're legal. parents please stop treating us like prisoners. i had enough of this seriously. i don't wanna talk at home anymore if this pleases you seriously. i'm tired of all this bullshits that's revolving around me. i need time and space of my own too right? i said i'm working hard and i AM working hard. just because you guys don't see doesn't mean it does not exist okays? i'm putting real hard effort to get into poly. i ain't letting anything pulling me down anymore. yes, i'm playful. but that's because i don't wanna grow up yet. yes i'm childish, but that's because i still want your love. yes, i'm gullible, that's because i want your protection. don't you guys understand? for the past 18 years of my life. i admit when i was younger i'm being protected. what happen after that? i couldn't rmb a single thing at all. all i can rmb is canning, scolding, whacking and being chased out of the hse. that's all i can rmb. if i didn't voiced out, am i still gonna celebrate a lonely birthday year after year? because you said guys are bad. i chose to be a les. am i wrong in all the decision? probably in this post i'm contradicting myself, probably slapping my own mouth. but i really need to vent everything out. sec 3 i start cutting myself, sec4 i start smoking until now. yes, i'll change everything. but give me time, please. i don't want to be controlled in everything i do. please.):Labels: i had enough