back to posting(: alrights went to shop for back-to-sch shoes(: on the way home was thinking of alot of things. was thinking if i went to an all girls sch i probably may be a les by the age of 15 given my rebellious attitude. i thank god for letting me go to a mix sch. think alot of stuffs as well. if i didn't go to mix sch i won't know wonderful friends. and it's also because of my attitude i lost alot of friends back then. but i thank god for pulling me through all. for being their for me through all my dark time. also to thank all my lovely friends who are there for me w/o fail. i'm really really thankful for all this. i'm thankful for god that he actually gave me awesome friends around me. and i do believe everything happens for a reason too. maybe i couldn't last long in r/s etc. but i'm always able to last long with a friend so much better than in a r/s. probably god wants me to learn how to treasure a friend before he gave me my the other half.(: 2011 is a few hrs away. now i just hope to cry the last cry for the year. start a year with a smile and forget everything that ppl inflict on me. forget the pain, forgive the unforgiven and let go those which are suppose to let go. i'm gonna turn into a better person, not gonna let my parents shed anymore tears anymore. i'm gonna be better(: i'm gonna focus on 2nd year and also on driving. i'm gonna prove to those who looked down on me. i won't let ppl make me fall anymore. because god is there for me(:
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