hey world. yes i'm back with loads of heart pains and sorrows. i'm sorry if my words were harsh. you knew that i ain't doing it on purpose. why must you retaliate. you knew i was trying to protect myself yet you're doing this. i'm sorry i broke the promise, but i didn't do it on purpose. you knew it all along. why must you still do this? my heart really hurts, i regret being a straight i regret getting tgt with you. last but not least, i regret loving you. i really regret. i know i shouldn't be typing all this bullshits now. but i really don't know what to do. i want to see you, but idk what reason to make? i want to be with you, but i know that's not gonna come true anymore. damn it okays? my fault. i'm sorry.

hey world. yes i haven't been updating, sorry ): anyway the air has been cleared. me and jane is okays(: no worries. well.. is not this. for YOU (if you think it's you? (: ) :

thanks for stabbing me in my back uh (: when you're sick, i was there to take care of you throughout. cried even when taking care of you. in the end you fucking said that i'm clingy? nvm nvm. go find someone like HER who aren't clingy kays? because when you're sick no one will even fucking care for you. you can just fucking go die w/o no one else knowing get it? (: i admit you gave me the world but that doesn't mean you can take me for granted kays? i'm also a human being. i know you ain't. you know what are you? a freaking BIG FAT beast (: you probably should feel honoured because that's what you are? or even worst lahh. (: thanks for stabbing uh. because karma hit you already nice one lahh dey (:

okays world i know it's been awhile since i've come here to blog. been stuff down by loads of shit this few weeks. work, nagging, study etc etc. alot of bullshits happens in my life. damn, i'm so pissed off. firstly, my eff-ing phone died on me. secondly, everyone is pissing my life upside down. thirdly, sch is being a bitch right now. last but not least, because of SOME eff-ing BUNG, my world just fucking turned upside down. thanks uh (: fucking bung. you ruined all our life up. but not to be too sad, because you have no more best friends of your own. kudos to you. like i always said. i'll never be the bad guy. you will be the bad guy of your own that's why your girlf dump you for another GUY! listen up GUY and not bung. gosh, how useless can you be? anyway if you think i'm assuming YOU, so be it (: SMILE. and to that bitchy friend aka my cousin ( oh well she's not) her karma is coming real soon (: so let's wait with open eyes (: i'm just too happy that every shit that i get now turn over to you. (: i may be steadless but i have FRIENDS (: don't jealous. my awesome friends are much too awesome for you (: anyway enough of her. my whole post is flooding of her already. now i'm just gonna live my life better (: SMILES!

hey world. yes am blogging now. damn i'm pissed off with everyone at home. firstly, i don't understand why are they doing this shit to me. secondly, why am i being pressurize? can someone tell me? i'm sick, tired and piss with everything. i feel like crying seriously. i don't like this kind of enviroment. i really hope god will turn the clock back for us. i hate the way they are controlling our life. i feel like running and never ever return anymore. i'm tired. really tired. feel like crying real badly. sighh. someone save me from this agony.

hey world(: today is the 7th day. went to pay respect to dad. dad looks happy(: anyway, as a matter of fact. THAT family came down too. yes they are dad's child. but don't force me to accept them okays? i really hate them okays. they spoilt my life totally. fuck off please. after the 100th day i don't want to see you all ANYMORE!(:

hey world. yes i haven't been posting for long i know. sorry about it. was busy running to and fro from the hospital. and yes, sadly, daddy left us before reunion dinner. was damn sad because couldn't say goodbye to him. but dad this post is for you:

daddy, thank you for the 18 years of love. i'm sorry that i ain't a filial daughter towards you and mum. dad, probably it's too late to even apologise because you can't hear anymore. but i'm sure you would feel how regret i am now. dad, i promise that i will look after mum and sis because i'm sure you're happy with the gods now. you won't be suffering nor living in agony anymore. you must be very happy now. no more pain, sickness and suffering. don't worry about us alrights? have a safe journey to god there. i'll change for the better. i'll be a more better person compared to last time. promise okays? i won't let ppl at home to worry for me anymore. i won't do things that i did in the past anymore. dad, i regret not being a good girl when you're alive. i'm sorry. dad, i'll change. you have my words okays? i won't anger anyone anymore. dad, be happy always. love you loads daddy.

hellos peeps. didn't get to log in because i'm busy with sch, work and chingay): gosh, i'm like dying already. imagine on the media preview day itself all of us have to paint our face like some freaking avatar-.- yucks seriously! gross ttm can? ): on sun went to maid cafe with vanessa and regina. it's all akibanana. kinda sad because it's my first and last visit): oh! and i even get to know a girl and guess what? i'm lucky enough because her cousin selling her dollfie! i'm getting it from her! 570$ quite a good catch:D :D his name is scott. nice name too!:D actually was eyeing on shinjiro. but sad she's ain't selling): sigh.. nvm, scott has a bad boy look it suit me way better :D he's really got the punk and bad boy look. hmm, be my boyf or kid or kid bro? hahaha! hmm, shall decide after i get him:D

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